dhammapal wrote:Still Day 1.
I found some medical videos on youtube, with a female doctor calmly pointing out the female anatomy of the women, which addressed my curiosity from my teenage years. So now I'll never use porn again! as in porn nothing stands still long enough to be analyzed and it is designed to provoke craving. Anyway even the medical videos seem to have raised my blood pressure (140/100) and given me chest discomfort. I spent 2 1/4 hours in the medical centre this afternoon. I noticed there was subtle discomfort in my chest when I looked at women in the waiting room or particularly on the TV. Finally I met a professional and calm doctor. He said I don't need to masturbate that a prostate infection is caused by bacteria. He listened to all my symptoms and treated me with a short-acting tranquillizer that I usually take an hour before the dentist. Things should calm down now that I am letting go of surfing youtube for a while.
So even if the nude women online are satisfactory for orgasm there will be increased lust for women encountered in daily life even though they are not as attractive. My approach on seeing a woman of "I could always look it up on the InterNet" was misguided. Looking up on the InterNet what she might look like in the nude actually leads to mental undressing and unfair sexual desires. And getting obsessed on women and forgetting about the Dhamma.
With metta / dhammapal.
Yes. You will burn in everlasting hellfire.Digity wrote:Is masturbaring once in a while really that bad?
tiltbillings wrote:Yes. You will burn in everlasting hellfire.Digity wrote:Is masturbaring once in a while really that bad?
dhammapal wrote: Yes I've read the teaching that if headed for a human rebirth then during the death-rebirth process one watches a mother and father having sex.
Ben wrote:tiltbillings wrote:Yes. You will burn in everlasting hellfire.Digity wrote:Is masturbaring once in a while really that bad?
Well, at least you'll be warm.
Dan74 wrote:Ben wrote:Well, at least you'll be warm.
well, if you are pining for sunny Ballarat, I was there just a week ago and it was minimum 0°. Brass monkey weather, as my old mate Chris used to say.
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