How can you not fear impermanence and suffering?

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How can you not fear impermanence and suffering?

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A few years ago, I saw something horrible and terrifying happen to a member of my family, and as a result became painfully aware that I am not and will never be safe, and that horrible things can happen to anybody at any time. Sort of an unpleasant, throw-you-into-the-deep-end crash course in impermanence...

Since then, I have been almost constantly consumed with fear of horrible things happening. Psychologists try to treat this by convincing you that bad things won't happen to you, which really doesn't help once you've seen first-hand that horrible things can happen to anyone. I have noticed that Buddhism seems to teach the opposite of what psychologists try to do -- psychologists try to rebuild the wall of denial that makes you feel safe, whereas Buddhists seem to work at tearing down the wall and fully accepting impermanence. Since years of therapy have done nothing to help me (I think that wall is too smashed to fix), I am ready to try the other approach. (My doctor knows and is OK with this).

...so how do you face and accept impermanence without ending up completely terrified? It's not death/non-existence that I'm afraid of... it's those other, worse-than-death things that can strike out-of-the-blue and leave someone suffering so much they wish they were dead... how do Buddhists handle being constantly aware that this could happen to any of us at any time, and yet *not* be constantly terrified?
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Leafy wrote:Psychologists try to treat this by convincing you that bad things won't happen to you...

psychologists try to rebuild the wall of denial that makes you feel safe
That is just wrong.
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Re: How can you not fear impermanence and suffering?

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Its because there is no self , there are only fleeting moments that don't belong to anyone.
Its like making a pile of rubbish and watching it burn, no one feels bad about that.
In the same way the khandhas are not self, they just arise and cease.

What is fearful is the fact that they keep arising, endlessly. But even that is not a worry if/when anatta is known to some/any degree.
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Leafy wrote:...so how do you face and accept impermanence without ending up completely terrified? It's not death/non-existence that I'm afraid of... it's those other, worse-than-death things that can strike out-of-the-blue and leave someone suffering so much they wish they were dead... how do Buddhists handle being constantly aware that this could happen to any of us at any time, and yet *not* be constantly terrified?
One observes impermanence of a meditation object and through constant thorough understanding of impermanence on an atomistic level (of experience), one begins to realize that impermanence is an impersonal characteristic of all phenomena. With a deepening level of awareness one can also see previously overwhelming and compounded mental contents such as fear with a degree of equanimity that dissipates their sway.
As one matures one develops equanimity which becomes an anchor during the vicisitudes of life.
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Ben wrote:
Leafy wrote:Psychologists try to treat this by convincing you that bad things won't happen to you...

psychologists try to rebuild the wall of denial that makes you feel safe
That is just wrong.
It is what I have experienced, with multiple therapists. They're fine with talking about the past and how you feel about it, but then when you move on to practical things like "OK, I know horrible things can happen to anyone at any time, how do I handle knowing this?" they tend to end up with something that boils down to "well, they probably won't happen to you, so try not to think about them". Maybe there are some therapists out there with a better approach, but I have yet to meet one.

Edit: Oops... I just realized "That is just wrong" probably referred to the therapists' approach, not to what I said... sorry I misinterpreted your reply, and thank you for your other reply too. :-)
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I think you will find, Leafy, a psychologist will help you to come to terms with your fear through strategies such as CBT. Perhaps what the psychologist attempted to do is to put whatever happend to your family member into context and that the probability of a similar event happening to you is less than you believe it to be. Perhaps you might find it worthwhile having a chat with your psychologist and asking the question what he or she is doing is helping you. This, I think, will allay your concerns regarding psychological therapy.
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The fact is, Leafy, bad stuff happens and it happens all the time. But the probability of being hit by a truck or a stray bullet or whatever is fairly small for most of us. If we are terrified of what could happen to us, we wouldn't leave the house. And if this is occuring then its appropriate that you are getting treatment. In the words of Frank Herbert, author of Dune, fear is the mind killer.
By all means continue with your treatment with your psychologist. Take an active interest in your treatment but at the same time you may wish to investigate Buddhist practice. Practicing sila (morality: five precepts) and developing samadhi (concentration/self mastery) and panna (wisdom/insight).
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Ben
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- Cormac McCarthy, The Road

Learn this from the waters:
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loud gush the streamlets,
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Ben wrote:With a deepening level of awareness one can also see previously overwhelming and compounded mental contents such as fear with a degree of equanimity that dissipates their sway.
Thank you. I suspect it will be a while before I really understand that, but hearing it is giving me some hope. It makes sense that if Buddhists deliberately seek to be aware of potentially-scary concepts like impermanence, you also would have a way of dealing with emotions that arise... I look forward to learning more about Buddhism!
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No worries. When you can, get yourself a copy of the classic "Heart of Buddhist Meditation" by Nyanaponika Thera and make yourself familiar with some of the foundation literature in the Discovering Theravada forum.
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Ben
“No lists of things to be done. The day providential to itself. The hour. There is no later. This is later. All things of grace and beauty such that one holds them to one's heart have a common provenance in pain. Their birth in grief and ashes.”
- Cormac McCarthy, The Road

Learn this from the waters:
in mountain clefts and chasms,
loud gush the streamlets,
but great rivers flow silently.
- Sutta Nipata 3.725

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Leafy wrote:A few years ago, I saw something horrible and terrifying happen to a member of my family, and as a result became painfully aware that I am not and will never be safe, and that horrible things can happen to anybody at any time. Sort of an unpleasant, throw-you-into-the-deep-end crash course in impermanence...

Since then, I have been almost constantly consumed with fear of horrible things happening. Psychologists try to treat this by convincing you that bad things won't happen to you, which really doesn't help once you've seen first-hand that horrible things can happen to anyone. I have noticed that Buddhism seems to teach the opposite of what psychologists try to do -- psychologists try to rebuild the wall of denial that makes you feel safe, whereas Buddhists seem to work at tearing down the wall and fully accepting impermanence. Since years of therapy have done nothing to help me (I think that wall is too smashed to fix), I am ready to try the other approach. (My doctor knows and is OK with this).

...so how do you face and accept impermanence without ending up completely terrified? It's not death/non-existence that I'm afraid of... it's those other, worse-than-death things that can strike out-of-the-blue and leave someone suffering so much they wish they were dead... how do Buddhists handle being constantly aware that this could happen to any of us at any time, and yet *not* be constantly terrified?
Hi leafy.
I wish to tell a story if I may. When I was a young man growing up, I did not believe in rebirh, life after death, or any such thing. I truly believed that after physical death, 'that's it' and you are gone forever. I'm not exaggerating when I say, this thought used to keep me awake at night worrying. It just horrified me that I could cease to exist, totally. I could not drive the despair out of my mind. (Naturally, I wasn't thinking about this 24/7, but it would cross my mind regularly enough to be a problem).
I wrestled with it on and off for years, until one day i thought, 'how have others dealt with this problem?' And I reflected on every single person who had lived before me, and how they had all, without exception, ended up dying. They all died...so it would not make sense if I did not also go one day. It just wouldn't be 'fair'... I can't explain why, but I just suddenly accepted it: 'Well, that's just life, then. There's nothing I can do about it. Might as well stop worrying, then, and just enjoy however much time I have left.'

Now I'm not pretending that was particularly wise; it was more a survival strategy. Rethinking my relationship with life and reality, so that I could live more peacefully. So I now gently remind you, do you think there is any way that we can not all be subject to some risk in this life? Risk of accident, or injury? All embodied beings live with that risk daily, without exception. Would it be fair if you did not? I mean, check your windshield after a country drive...imagine how tough life is for insects! We've got it easy, by comparison to those poor guys...

I am gently reminding you of what you already know deep inside: find some acceptance. Life has risks. And yes, we just can't eliminate risk totally. Stay safe, and do the best you can, but try to be (a little) at peace with life as it is. At least, start practising! A bit of acceptance is better than none at all. Take it in stages. :smile:

Ok, so your rational mind is trying to be accepting, but the fear is still there. Where? Instead of running away from it, seek it out. Close your eyes. Find it in your body...is it in the solar plexus, or between your ears, or somewhere else? Wherever you feel it, become aware of the sensation...and recognize that it is just a feeling, it comes and goes - it is not you. Have you noticed that bad (and good, for that matter) feelings come, but also depart? None of them last forever. Next time you are beset by one, be aware of this truth. And more to the point - observe it...

I might also recommend some relaxing, breathing meditation to 'breathe away the stress'. It certainly helps me to...

take care,

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I kid you not, but perhaps at some point you might like to consider volunteering in a Hospice for the terminally ill... it is an uplifting, rewarding and educational experience.
You are faced every day with those who have had to come to terms with their own mortality, and who know, for sure, that they are looking at a finite time of further existence..... and they are truly wondrous gentle teachers.
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In Pali, there is a passage
“I am subject to aging…………………
I am subject to sickness…………………..
I am subject to death………”

Those verses are chanted daily by monks and wise lay people.
In reality, Sickness is normal…………………….Death is normal…………old age is normal………….. It is part and parcel of Life.

Society however acts as if these things are not normal! For everyone gets sick, everyone falls ill! We pretend that aging, sickness and death don’t have a right to be there. They get in the way of our lives, plans, expectations and so forth. We act as though they have no business to upset our lives forgetting that they are in fact very much PARTS OF OUR LIVES! With that attitude we will suffer a lot, because these things inevitably come. They inevitably come, simply because they are normal

The most important training we can do is to prepare the mind for the inevitable.

To take on the training that teaches us how to take on aging without suffering,
to take on sickness without suffering,
to take on death without suffering
is the way of a Noble Being.

The Buddha taught us the Truths of Life and some Truths can be "unpleasant".

The reason the Buddha has us look at death, old age, sickness is not to be morbid or to get depressed but to see they are realities that we face. The important thing is that we see them and be prepared for them.

And when we fall sick, we ask repeatedly "Why me!?" to which I always reply "Why NOT you!?"
What makes anyone of us think we can be immuned to sickness and aging?

And then there is death. What’s amazing is how we are surprised by these things when they happen. Much of this surprise comes from a society, popular culture, that tries to make us forget about the normalcy’s of old age, sickness, and death. Tries to convince us that we can some how hide from, or escape these realities.

Let us be sensible and avoid intoxication with youth, with health, and with life. To remember these things are temporary, and reflect on how we want to use this time effectively. Which is why monks, and lay people chant those phrases daily about their subjectivity to old age, sickness, and death.
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Leafy wrote:...
how do Buddhists handle being constantly aware that this could happen to any of us at any time, and yet *not* be constantly terrified?
It is because of the understanding about reality, we finally free from sufferring.

We are free from suffering, not because we are avoiding that suffering, but because we understand that suffering.

If I quote Ajahn Bhram, he said:
"... you don't try to overcome suffering, you don't try to change it, you don't try to make it all better or escape from it; you understand it."

There is another buddhist master saying like this.
You think you are in trouble, but actually you are OK.

If someone cut our hand, we think we will be in trouble. This is suffering.

Is this really suffering?????

Learning buddhism will help us answer that question.
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Leafy wrote:A few years ago, I saw something horrible and terrifying happen to a member of my family...
Leafy, I just re-read that, and realized that most of us here have probably not seen what you saw that day...please accept my apologies if I seemed to underestimate the impact if must have had on you. If I had witnessed something as bad as (I'm imagining it) was, I would probably have what is called 'post traumatic stress disorder' (like returning armed servicemen often have)...maybe to heal from it, you need a combination of things; for example, your counsellor and some spiritual guidance and (I hope) a few supportive friends or family you can turn to. Sorry if I just threw philosophy at you too quickly...

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It's important to first recognize that fear and anxiety absolutely don't help. They will only worsen the situation. So, they're completely useless on a practical standpoint. If you constantly remind yourself of this fact then you could effectively control them when they pop up in your mind. Impermanence is a fact of life, so there's nothing we can do to stop it. However, one can take appropriate measures to lower the risk. Take car accident for an example. There're only 2 causes: either someone hits you, or you hits someone. While there's not much you could do to prevent the former, you can do something to avoid the latter, like not speeding, correct tire pressure, checking car brakes, etc..So, just by doing your homework, you've already gained control of 50% of the odds. Same idea apply to other potential mishaps. Last but not least, build up one's good kamma by observing precepts, giving donations, and various charity activities for you'll never know, there'll be time when you'll have to tap in to these reserved "merits"..
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