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where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 12:37 am
by Cittasanto
ok so as some of you may know I was seeking to become a bhikkhu a while ago, but chose to get into a relationship with someone I fell inlove with and have been living with for over a year now.
give me some suggestions of places to continue my "Quest" as she no longer want to be with me for what ever reason, and I don't really want to be here in this situation with nowhere else to go locally to live while I look.

EDIT - forgot to mention would be better if the place was in the UK

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:25 am
by Ben
Hi Manapa
I'm sorry that your relationship did not work out. For what its worth - keep in mind that everything is anicca - even love.
I think a good contact for you at this time would be Bhikkhu Pesala who runs the 'aimwell' website and who occassionally visits us here on Dhamma Wheel.
I am sure he would have some suggestions that might be suitable for you.
Whatever happens, please keep your friends here informed!
Metta

Ben

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:28 am
by BlackBird
Just thought i'd pop in and say:
"Go for gold" Manapa :smile:

All the best with seeking ordination!

If you're dead set on remaining in the U.K then here's a link to a list of Monasteries of the Ajahn Chah lineage, to which a good reputation is spread
http://www.forestsangha.org/index.php?o ... 0&Itemid=9" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

There are Monasteries in Burma and Sri Lanka which are very dedicated to Meditation also.
Pa Auk Forest Monastery is one such which has a good reputation for being quite intensive in the meditation aspect.

I second Ben's recommendation too.

I was once told that a good measuring stick of a Sangha is how well the Vinaya code is adhered to. To get a feel for this you really need to stay at the Monastery for a period of time I guess.

I'm no expert on the topic in any case so I look forward to reading some more informed responses.
Again, its great news to hear you're going for ordination Manapa and I wish you well in all your endeavors.

:anjali:
Jack

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:36 am
by retrofuturist
Greetings Manapa,

What about the monestary where Ajahn Sumedho resides?

Metta,
Retro. :)

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:38 am
by Cittasanto
Hi Ben retro & Jack,
well I have opted for the couch, so PJs and duvet at the moment!

I have already contacted one of the Monestaries on the list you linked to earlier Jack, and just waiting for a responce from them before I try another one!

I will be spending less time on the net, while I look for alternative arangements.

and amaravati is next on my list!

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 1:41 am
by retrofuturist
Greetings Manapa,

It would be great if you could keep us informed on "the process" because it will doubtlessly be of interest, if not practical interest (!) for some members.

Wishing you all the best.

Metta,
Retro. :)

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 2:08 am
by christopher:::
Sorry to hear this has been a rough time, Manapa. Sometimes heartbreak and conflict can be a good opportunity, to untangle (and better understand) some of our attachments.

:namaste:

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 2:47 am
by DNS
Manapa wrote: EDIT - forgot to mention would be better if the place was in the UK
Then in that case Amaravati may be the perfect place.

http://www.amaravati.org/abmnew/index.php" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 2:49 am
by DNS
TheDhamma wrote:
Manapa wrote: EDIT - forgot to mention would be better if the place was in the UK
Then in that case Amaravati may be the perfect place.

http://www.amaravati.org/abmnew/index.php" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
I would for sure test it out with an extended stay or for a long retreat to see if monastic life is for you.

Otherwise, if you decide to stay an upaska, there will be other opportunities to find someone special.

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 3:16 am
by Cittasanto
TheDhamma wrote:
TheDhamma wrote:
Manapa wrote: EDIT - forgot to mention would be better if the place was in the UK
Then in that case Amaravati may be the perfect place.

http://www.amaravati.org/abmnew/index.php" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
I would for sure test it out with an extended stay or for a long retreat to see if monastic life is for you.

Otherwise, if you decide to stay an upaska, there will be other opportunities to find someone special.
This was going to be the last go! I had decided when this relationship started that if it didn't work out that there would be no more after and the worldly life would be put to rest, I was going to pursue this further and probably be living at a monestary now if it hadn't been for the relationship.

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 3:45 am
by DNS
Manapa wrote: This was going to be the last go! I had decided when this relationship started that if it didn't work out that there would be no more after and the worldly life would be put to rest, I was going to pursue this further and probably be living at a monestary now if it hadn't been for the relationship.
Okay in that case, start growing some hair, so at least there will be something for them to symbolically shave off. :tongue:

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 4:17 am
by Ben
I think it was Charles Bukowski who said Love is a mad dog from hell. Despite his drug and alcohol addled brain, I think he was onto something there.
I've also seen it written somewhere - another sentiment that I agree with - Love is the mother of misery. Better to find these truths out for ourselves, early, than to continue to live in delusion.
Take care Manapa!

Ben

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 5:23 am
by tiltbillings
Ben wrote:I think it was Charles Bukowski who said Love is a mad dog from hell. Despite his drug and alcohol addled brain, I think he was onto something there.
I've also seen it written somewhere - another sentiment that I agree with - Love is the mother of misery. Better to find these truths out for ourselves, early, than to continue to live in delusion.
Take care Manapa!

Ben
What does your wife say about that?

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 6:05 am
by appicchato
tiltbillings wrote:What does your wife say about that?
You writing a book?...

Re: where to go from here?

Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 6:24 am
by tiltbillings
appicchato wrote:
tiltbillings wrote:What does your wife say about that?
You writing a book?...
Do you think I should? Well, just having a small bit of teasing of Ben, but there is a serious part to the question. Unquestionably there is a reason why such silly songs as this are written:



or something more obsessive as



Or one could find countless serious songs, stories, poetry centered around the pain of love relationships. While love obviously carries the risk of a great of pain, but that is not the only picture.