I'm serious about Buddhism and my wish to be ordained
I'm not into Buddhism and temples as some fad.
I'm deeply serious about it, I know the consequences that if once one is ordained "he/she" will struggle to return back to their previous lifestyle.
Some of you may or may not have gotten the wrong outlook on me and I'm sorry.
I know I come off as pathetic in some ways and it ruins my reputation on this site but I am sincere about studying Buddhism and I've been interested in the monastery lifestyle for quite a while.
Please, don't be offended or frustrated at my posts/threads, I'm sorry if I come off as less intelligent.
I just wanted to learn and make new friends, honest.
I hope this post doesn't cause any trouble. I really love this site, I don't want trouble.
I'm very Ben, David & Retro. I just wanted to clear things up, I didn't want anyone to think of me as a person who admires Buddhism like a fashion accessory.
I apologize again for posting too much. I respect your site and it is for everyone and I just wanted to make things clear.
P.S. I'm dyslexic, hence the missing words and awful typing.
Metta to all
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." ~ Siddhārtha, Gautama Buddha