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by photonist
Tue May 21, 2013 10:14 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Re: Hey

I started meditating, at first i was able to keep it for 2.5 minutes per 3 times in one session. And i just kind of realized "im bored" "thats enough for one session" kind of thoughts are also monkey mind thoughts. You really see you know anything about yourself when you observe ...
by photonist
Fri May 17, 2013 10:45 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Re: Hey

I hope they are still functioning i will try to contact with them, could you share any details you remember about them to me so i can find them? :) And Ben http://www.accesstoinsight.org/lib/authors/bodhi/waytoend.html i started with this link as an introductory to well lets say everything. I am so ...
by photonist
Mon May 13, 2013 11:26 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Re: Hey

my current/lately mood is like "i am not aware,awake enough to enjoy but i am not ignorant of it enough to be ignoramusly euphoric,happy. It's like you want to be a writer but then you realize you grew up to be able to see beyond words, they are just labels, witty word plays or aphorisms prove ...
by photonist
Mon May 13, 2013 11:18 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Re: Hey

Those resources were kind of helpful, i already was having similar thoughts,feelings towards faith of god since you believe out of fear and that only makes things worse even god exists believing out of fear is like trying to imitate behaviour of an intelligent person in order to become like him/her....
by photonist
Sun May 12, 2013 7:26 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Re: Hey

i feel very welcomed :) thank you all for your welcome. Umm i want to ask you say keep studying and seeking, where how and what should i seek? I lately just think and we see where it gets me. As Rumi says what i am doing is like trying to search the sun with a candle in my hand :D
by photonist
Sat May 11, 2013 10:36 pm
Forum: Introductions
Topic: Hey
Replies: 12
Views: 4458

Hey

Hi, I am Omer from Istanbul Turkey, i am 24 years old. I want your opinions and guidances on what i am going to write. But I guess i should stop acting perfectionist and just write what i am thinking. I lately feel like i am lost, not lost as in lost lost but depressed and foggy minded lost. I used ...