Such feeling is a frustration (of no results, maybe). Don't force yourself to meditate, just observe yourself, or event just stay present to the moment. Do some "worldly" activity which give you satisfaction. From time to time read some Dhamma talks from your favourite Ahjan. You will be b...

I've got similar experience. In psychology there are four "stages" of progress: unaware incompetence, aware incompetence, aware competence and unaware competence. The second one is the hardest, as you become aware of your kilesa .

Metta,
bezieur.