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by oncereturner
Tue Jun 05, 2018 9:47 am
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: What music are you listening to right now?
Replies: 2011
Views: 192269

Re: What music are you listening to right now?

It's not easy to let go demons of war, only way is to share


by oncereturner
Mon May 28, 2018 4:16 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: What music are you listening to right now?
Replies: 2011
Views: 192269

Re: What music are you listening to right now?

In the addiction hospital now I listen to this.

:namaste:

by oncereturner
Sat May 12, 2018 9:33 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

After 11 days, I gave up. I go to rehab hospital soon, only doctors can help now. My only advice is never try it if possible.
by oncereturner
Tue May 01, 2018 12:04 am
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

It's my fifth day of sobriety, I feel much better. :)

:namaste:
by oncereturner
Tue Apr 24, 2018 5:51 am
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

binocular wrote:
Sun Apr 22, 2018 6:31 pm
Make sure you get your health back in order, and then find a better job.
Good luck!
Boss doesn't let me go. I thought this has ended, but even more work and overtime is ordered. Holiday request is refused. Interesting though.
by oncereturner
Sun Apr 22, 2018 4:28 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

I actually left this job, no money can buy health.

:anjali:
by oncereturner
Sun Apr 22, 2018 9:07 am
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

Rip Verne Troyer "little me" And Avicii dj, both died from alcoholism recently.
by oncereturner
Fri Apr 20, 2018 8:29 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: What music are you listening to right now?
Replies: 2011
Views: 192269

Re: What music are you listening to right now?

I'm not the one who started the war, against employee and boss. War is not an option, it's a survival for food. One more day, and I will escape.

by oncereturner
Fri Apr 20, 2018 8:18 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

Doctor was right, he said that stress of this job is beyond my tolerance level. This cannot be levelled out with medicines. Interesting though, I only crave when I do this job. It's not for a recovering alcoholic, it's not for me. Edit I call this job a meat grinder, I always forget about dhamma an...
by oncereturner
Wed Apr 18, 2018 8:38 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

No success, it's too much stress. I almost broke my leg on the streets going to work, nearly crying from pain. Doctor was right, he said that stress of this job is beyond my tolerance level. This cannot be levelled out with medicines. Interesting though, I only crave when I do this job. It's not for...
by oncereturner
Sat Apr 14, 2018 3:20 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

I destroyed the credit card, it was the only way to stop. This is alcoholism... :namaste: Destroying the card also will not stop your drinking. You need help. Outside. Yourself. I was only the first step, breaking out of the vicious circle. Doctor prescribed a strong benzo, called clonazepam, again...
by oncereturner
Fri Apr 13, 2018 4:35 pm
Forum: Lounge (Archive)
Topic: Buddhism and alcohol
Replies: 221
Views: 10812

Re: Buddhism and alcohol

I will give my credit card to mother, and tell her, no to ever give me back. Would it be possible for you to explain your situation to your mother, and ask her to help you as much as she can? Especially, if she could cook wholesome meals for you, preferrably every day. Fortunately I have no card, a...