just curious if you've ever experimented with hallucinogenic drugs like LSD, DMT or psiloscobin mushrooms.... there is a disorder called HPPD, Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder.
Aflame with the fire of passion, the fire of aversion, the fire of delusion.
Aflame, with birth, aging & death, with sorrows, lamentations, pains, distresses, & despairs ......
Seeing thus, the disciple of the Noble One grows disenchanted. SN 35.28