Hi everybody!
I have reached a bottleneck in my meditation practice and would appreciate it if I got a few pointers on how to proceed.
I practice breathing meditation, specifically the technique taught by Ajahn Brahm. According to his book I am at stages 4 ( Full sustained attention on the breath) and 5 ( Full sustained attention on the beautiful breath.) The problem I am having is when the breath disappears I am not sure how to proceed.
1. Does the breath really disappear or does it appear to disappear? This question is a distraction in my (reasonably) clear mind in meditation.
2. What exactly does my subject of meditation become at this stage? In the book it says to focus on the “beautiful” but I am not sure how to conceptualise this.
The stage of meditation I am at is very pleasant and sometimes quite blissful, but I a definitely at a loss on how to proceed.
I would welcome any feedback on the matter.
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Meditation bottleneck
Meditation bottleneck
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Re: Meditation bottleneck
The breath doesn't disappear, otherwise you'd be dead. What is probably happening is the breath has gotten more subtle but the mind is not yet subtle enough to continue be aware of it, so just continue to be aware at the place where you lost track of the breath and continue to watch.
I'm not sure if this is what Ajahn Brahm meant but I'd say awarenesss of the beautiful is awareness of that sense of being very present and very aware. If that's not what he meant then it's still a good thing to give importance to.
I'm not sure if this is what Ajahn Brahm meant but I'd say awarenesss of the beautiful is awareness of that sense of being very present and very aware. If that's not what he meant then it's still a good thing to give importance to.
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“Peace is within oneself to be found in the same place as agitation and suffering. It is not found in a forest or on a hilltop, nor is it given by a teacher. Where you experience suffering, you can also find freedom from suffering. Trying to run away from suffering is actually to run toward it.”
― Ajahn Chah
“Peace is within oneself to be found in the same place as agitation and suffering. It is not found in a forest or on a hilltop, nor is it given by a teacher. Where you experience suffering, you can also find freedom from suffering. Trying to run away from suffering is actually to run toward it.”
― Ajahn Chah
Re: Meditation bottleneck
I'm not a huge fan of his meditation method, but I'm familiar with it, and as I understand it what he means is that once attention is sustained on the breath, leading to the "beautiful breath", eventually the (perception of) the breathing fades but there is still a retention of the perception of pleasantness gotten through the previous steps. So just keep that as the object in whatever way suits you. It sounds to me like you might have that down, and all that would need to be done is sustain that until, according to him, apparently his "nimitta" appears (if you're lucky) and then can be utilized in reaching the first jhana.
Re: Meditation bottleneck
Kenshou wrote:I'm not a huge fan of his meditation method, but I'm familiar with it, and as I understand it what he means is that once attention is sustained on the breath, leading to the "beautiful breath", eventually the (perception of) the breathing fades but there is still a retention of the perception of pleasantness gotten through the previous steps. So just keep that as the object in whatever way suits you. It sounds to me like you might have that down, and all that would need to be done is sustain that until, according to him, apparently his "nimitta" appears (if you're lucky) and then can be utilized in reaching the first jhana.
Hi Mick
I'm not a fan either, unless your in fourth jhana the breath is still there, it has just become a little bit harder to discern.
Don't lose contact with the body (the whole body) this is where the jhana is experienced (through the mind of course)- if you aim for a beautiful nimitta, then you might get one - but is this what you want? The Buddha teaches jhana/sati of the body not satihallucination or satiimagination.
Re: Meditation bottleneck
Seek out a hands- on teacher.
Carry on.
Carry on.